December 2011
suicide policeman is one of my fave yuck songs.
i always listen to you me at six when i’m unhappy and somehow josh franceschi’s voice cheers me up instantly.. that’s why i love them; because they make me happy. i don’t care what anyone thinks of them.
new care-free, hard-working, non-emotional hannah starts at midnight tonight. haha who am i kidding? i’m still going to be the lazy, emotional, caring hannah. GREAT.
my aim for tonight is to be drunk, not to cry, to buy chicken at the end of the night and to get back to lizzy’s safely. oh and to have fun overall :)
finally, plans for tomorrow are completely sorted :) can’t wait now!
so weird that i won't even be seeing you on new...
i thought after this amazing year things would’ve been so good around this time with christmas, new years and my birthday but it kinda changed before any of those things even happened. so weird and surreal, but things happen for a reason i suppose! just hope 2012 is overall better..
so excited for new years eve
even though my plans are still a bit unplanned but so far they are as follows:
try and revise for a couple of hours
dye my hair
go to izzy’s to get ready and for pre-drinks
go to jonny’s house party and get crunk
then it’s unplanned from there! my friend really wants me to go to his party and i even got izzy invited but she can’t leave her boyfriend which is...
i love bon iver so much, so relaxing.
jonny-laws asked: Yayy for you comin mine for new years :P you stayin whole time then? :D Look forward to seein ya here ;P xxx
i can't wait for new years
partying with people that i thought i wouldn’t be due to always partying with the same sorta people majority of the time like the uhs/stphils/wc people but this new years i’m spending it with anna, izzy and mostly sixth form people at my friend jonny’s house :) should be really good, he’s bought 80 beers already. MENTAL TYMZ!
i always crave such unhealthy food.
i feel so hungover. last night is a bit of a blur and i can’t remember what i said to some people, fuuuuck.
the lyrics to one of my favourite songs ‘you’ by the pretty reckless are so relevant right now.
last night..
was very weird. mixed emotions, one direction, drunken people and crying. i apparently licked the floor.. which i do not believe and just couldn’t control my real feelings at the end of the night and had some sort of an emotional breakdown then passed out on anna’s sofa.. overall a good night, thanks anna :)
i cannot wait for my birthday.. it’s in a WEEK AND A DAY today ahhhhhh!
this love has taken it's toll on me
tomorrow my best friend anna’s having a party, taking advantage of her free house for the night :) should be good, i’ve been left in charge with inviting people ahhh!
jonny-laws asked: No worries, just ask if you doo! :). loool too much info to know about your brothers puberty age coming! ahah :P. Loool those are jokes sense so disgusting though rass aha. I wana watch film but duno nothing good :( gimmie a film? :D xxx
jonny-laws asked: Why thank you lovely :P. Yeahh there will be getting 70 or so beers again :) If you wwant any like disaronno or vodka if you dont have, just ask me on the night and ill ask my mum to sneak you in some :). loooool not the best film to show a 10 year old ;) you possible have injected him with all that! aha :p. N nmm just watchin some ITV show one of thingy tis pretty funny ;D xxx
